Random First Time Thoughts

Hmm... I don't know anything off of the top of my head to write but I'll just ramble for a second or twoo.. lol.
So summer has been boring as hell, haven't really done much nor worked too much. Kind of sucks actually. I've become a work-a-holic I think because I feel lonely without it because work has become my social life. I have a few friends that I actually hangout with outside of work and this has definately created a sense of isolation. Its fun working two jobs and the money was good for a good 3 months or so but things have been slowing and I can barely afford to pay my bills. I can't do anything during the day because I don't want to spend any money so I tend to sleep the day away.
I started working on a doghouse for Ricky, my brother's gf's lab that is living with my brother and me to make my mind think and give me something to do. But now that money is tight I can't pay for the wood I need. I do have some for the framing but nothing for the sides or roof.
It also sucks that I've felt so left out of the "social circle" so to speak, at work because of the age difference. It's tough not being able to go out and drink with your friends just because your a year to young, yet your definately mature enough too. The last month has been much better with talking to people at work and people actually talking to me like an adult rather than a kid or something. I went in to work to eat and pick up money on Tuesday Evening and Ryan C. sat down with no tables and just talked with me and invited me to go hiking the next morning and to chill at Josh's (another server/bartender at work) that night. So I met back with him around 10:30 or so that night and I was at Josh's til 3 am. I had a beer and a cherry bomb, both before midnight and so I was way sober when I left. Plus he lived at the end of Peco's road in Awatukee! It was good to feel included in something and I had a great time getting out and chilling with people I don't hangout with everyday. Thanks Ryan and Josh!
As things slowly improve social, work is bad. I was suppose to being training to serve a month ago but summer does slow business and other servers picked up extra shifts and they didn't want to train me and not have any shifts to give me and have me forget some stuff. (Completely understandable) So I'm pretty much working friday night, saturday day and sunday day. All of which haven't been the greatest lately but owell. I want to try and get ONE extra shift during the week but that doesn't seem to be happening. The other bussers have 4 closing shifts a week and I have one and two day shifts. They also have other jobs and I don't mind the day shifts but maybe we could rotate a closing shift so one week i'll have 4 shifts and so will one other busser and one will have 3 but the next week it'll be me and the dude who had three and now he'll get 4 and the following week I'll get 3. I'll throw it out there because my family is relying on me to help with their bills :/!

Hey, I said I'd ramble. haha Thanks if you actually read this!

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